Sleep very late yestersday and woke up at 5.30am just now.
Now I am expressing milk. So sian...when think of later after pumping milk still got so my thing to do and prepare and gonna run marathon with time again.

Every morning, I got to lug those bags and hold Amabel walk very fast to the bus stop. After alight the bus and we got to walk very fast to my company (is a ~8mins distance). Most of the time Amabel walks like a snail so in the end I got to carry her. If not we will miss Amabel's school bus and I got to take cab bring her to the school again and back to company which mean I am late for work again. I am just a christmas tree, bags all over and carry a big baby.
I am very petite yet I feel I am so strong.
And every morning I am so scare of raining.
Just a week ago, we took the bus to my company as usual, we were sitting right at the back last row, cos I got no hand to hold Amabel fast enough that she ran toward the back (Usually we sit very near to the door cause easier to alight). We two occupied two and a half of the seat. A guy came sat beside me, I also feel paiseh that he got so limited space to sit. But he just smile at us.
When we going to alight the bus were so pack that I start to worry how am we going to squeeze all the way out. Suddenly this guy turn to me said that he is also alighting too. He offered to help me carry 2 of my bags. I very relunctant but don't know why I accepted his help.
He said "Not easy being a mother hor?!"
And he help me to open up the path. Haha!
He also asking whether need his help to carry the bag if we are going on the same path to work. But nope we go the different way. Lucky if not i also very paiseh.
Even a stranger also being so helpful, must be thinking I am damn kelian and exhausted to carry along so many things.
But reach office I am already 臉青青, like going to die soon. My colleague alway said I look pale, asking am I sick. Hai...

Luckily my house here still quite easy to hire a cab so whenever I know we are gonna to be late, will take cab. But waste a lot of $$$ on cabfare, nearly $18.
I always feel super exhausted like anytime I will faint.

I am so busy at home till I didn't even have time to blog about Amabel first experience of school days cause too many pics to upload so need to take more time that I think I no time to do that unless I use my lunch time to blog or weekend at home if I am free. Hope can update soon if not I am going to forget what is happening and can write already.