title: To a better place...
date: Friday, November 07, 2014
time : 11:18 PM
This is so precious...my last pic I took with my mom-in-law.
We lost her a few hrs ago, 6.45pm.
She left peacefully... days after fulfilled her last wish to witness her precious daughter' solemnization that was held at home beside her bed. We've been chanting for her for the past 2 days round the clock, and she looked very peaceful when she left us to a better place with no suffering....
My dearest mom,
you will always be missed and remain,
in our hearts,
in our souls,
in our thoughts,
in our lives
and in our prayers.
I love you, mom!
title: My Comedy Child
date: Wednesday, November 05, 2014
time : 11:45 AM
more for 3 November 14
after fetch her from school bus, she complained tummy pain...
Me: how come ur tummy pain. What did you eat just now?
Ais: pancake! But I think a lot of ants inside my tummy and my poo block the ants from coming out
So lame right
She always get hungry at this timing and she went to request the event' food from my company receptionist.
Siri, I not understand u more-er!! Lol
I cannot stop laughing everyday.
27 October 14, before she went to bed
mirror is her best friend forever. haahaa
Video-ed this sometime back when staying overnight at in-law' place
Early in the morning, I woke up to this cheeky daughter of mine.
Soooo cute to show me what a cat will do.
She loves cat so much;
she will pity those street cats and want to play with them and bring them back home.
She have been asking us to get her a cat
but I told her sorry, cause Mommy don't really like cat
so then she asked for a puppy, haha
but no pet at home please cause Mommy really no time for pet.
Now then I found that I really haven't been working hard in updating this space
so many videos of hers
here, another video sometime back too
She made up her own story about animals and insects
hahahahahaha talks until mouth full of salivia
if you follow my social media, will know that she loves dancing since baby
this is so funny
my heart cannot take it! lol
She's such a comedy child, . u
She is our home happy pill
and I can't imagine my life without her, what will happen to me.
Seriously, no her really no life.
Everyone agreed on that.
few secs video of us :)
I love both my daughters so much
and I really care so I got to discipline them well no matter how difficult child they are
when I think of them, I told myself no matter how busy I'm, how tempted I'm, how tired I'm
I must take better care of my health too, eat healthily, get sufficient sleep
That's what a mother should do
Take great care of ourselves, before we can take great care of the children.
Anyway, last video of this post
hahahaThanks for watching,
date: Tuesday, November 04, 2014
time : 5:35 PM
3rd November 14,
went up to in-law' house again after work as MIL condition was deteriorating,
She has been in unconscious state and been nurse at home due to the short prognosis,
cause nothing else the doctor can help her except to give her medicine to relief her pain
Many times, we were told by the doctor that she won't be able to survive for a given period
(not months but weeks/days),
but each time she surprised the doctors.
It have been for more than 9 months now since she's unconscious.
from breast cancer 9 years back to brain cancer...
is all her willpower and determination to live and miracle again from God.
sis-in-law and helpers really take great care of her round the clock throughout this 9yrs of her battle with cancer
God is good to us and have been showing mercy to mum
but yet seeing mum suffering is really aching for all of us too who love her so much.
Everyone knew where her strong determination from... her family, her grandchildren, her siblings.
her mind is keep going strong for everyone,
her body can't!
Now we have accept the fact that she's gonna leave us soon
her milk intake is getting lesser and lesser,
diaper change is also became once a day now since few days back,
no more poo for days already despite the use of enema,
the drawn out of fluid is also black (blood) for milk feed.
her fingers, nails and palms all turn blue and pale
her organs may have failed
Now, we wishes she will be able to wait and fulfill her last wishes,
....her youngest daughter marriage on this Thursday
yes, they brought forward it
so please hang on there....
what we can do now is to spend more time with her
29 June14, that's the last pic Aisleyne took with 奶奶, with her eyes opened slightly.
and we trying to stay overnight as often as we could, morning waking up...
I may looks strong...but I weren't when I'm alone.
FIL has been crying every single day
only her grandchildren can make my FIL smiles more
God please give her strength to hold on this time again
title: Amabel's Primary School Sport's Day
time : 10:43 AM
Finally, a little time to upload and post this up
Weeks before… Amabel already had been reminding us to attend her school sport’s day.
Not to disappoint her, though we never ever miss any school events or sessions in kids’school life that requires us, hus and I alway attend in pairs.
So again, we broke away from work to cheer Amabel on,
even though it was not a compulsory school event for parent.
Whilst waiting for her sis, we taught her again how to buy her own food from canteen
BTW, they will be in different primary school.
I hope I have time to write more about it next time.
Sis came down from class, she was complaining hungry so bought her food too
guide her sis returning the plates and cutlery on their own
Rest before we get started
Few students were there ushering the pupils
and we together with our kids were encouraged to take part in all sport activities.
The kids had so much fun,
Aisleyne was having fun too
you'll be surprised at the strength that is inside of my girl's petite frame
she has biceps, so don't play play
pain pain and ask me to blow...haha
my strong baby
Stamp was given when complete the sport activity.
One can then exchange the number of stamps collected for a gift at the booth
Can see that the school put in a lot of effort in planning the activities!
This Sport day event gets the children to participate with the family in sport activities, really provide a wonderful opportunity and quality time for families to bond with our kids whilst promote healthy living.
Most important was... we all had fun
title: Aisleyne's first vlog!
date: Tuesday, October 14, 2014
time : 7:50 PM
Didn't know my girl, Aisleyne was actually doing video until we found this in the iphone' gallery album
Feeling worried but can't help but laughing watching at it...
Have a good day, watch another video with me hahahahaha
Omg she's just 6 years old!! 😓😅😅
title: Detox Drink for Cleansing
date: Thursday, October 09, 2014
time : 9:14 AM
Good Morning ⛅️ feel fresh.... taking a stroll with my girl to her school.
this is my organic detox water: watermelon + lime + mint leave which I prepared last night
Back to office to enjoys this goodness
Detox water is so amazing, because it helps you and it tastes good!
this really help your body flush out toxins lurking in your system :)
title: Tonight routine
date: Friday, October 03, 2014
time : 12:43 AM
Masking and applied avocado oil and after done with Gua Sha-on the bottom left,
super oil skin right now still but everyday wake up not feeling oily but supple skin.
Nope I didn't apply anything or makeup on my face except avocado oil, no eyeshadow in case u wondering (not so crazy to do that just to take pic and post before bed) cause my eyelids are so brownish that many ppl's mistaken I do when even I've no makeup on.
Took this angle made my undereyes tear trough less horrible.
I still not able to find product that help with my undereyes tear trough, hai....
no choice, cause born with it!
date: Wednesday, October 01, 2014
time : 1:06 AM
We're crazy 😂👩🎵👧
title: The miracle in a bottle!
date: Wednesday, September 24, 2014
time : 1:48 PM
I never, ever thought I would be slathering Avocado oil (moreover one that's uses as cooking oil) on my face every night. This does more amazing for my skin than the bottled beauty product.
Before I move on to that…
My skin condition
I never have perfect skin, my skin is easily clogged and acne-proned if I didn’t take good cares of my diet or skin. It is actually oily but yet very dehydrated...a very frustrating combination.
It was very well-controlled after I'm on healthy diet to balance my hormones, but I saw even tremendous improvement ever since I started strictly using this ‘Unrefined Cold-pressed Avocado oil’ 6 months back.
Everyone knows Avocado! and I love it and am eating avocado almost every single day
what about Avocado oil?
[From Wikipedia] Avocado oil is an edible oil pressed from the fruit of the Persea americana (avocado). As a food oil, it is used as an ingredient in other dishes, and as a cooking oil. It is also used for lubrication and in cosmetics, where it is valued for its supposed regenerative and moisturizing properties.
The reason I choose Cold-pressed Unrefined AVOCADO OIL
The Avocado Oil which is cold-pressed from the fruit of the Avocado, means the oils are mechanically extracted from the fruit by a machine which applies pressure and not heat. There are no heat or chemicals, or harmful refining processes are used in the extraction of the oil hence it retains all its natural properties. The vitamins and minerals are therefore in their purest forms and the colour and odour remain natural; darker green color with a characteristic odor. So, I would highly recommend using only cold-pressed and unrefined Avocado Oil to get optimal benefits and results.
What does AVOCADO OIL contain and its known benefits of avocado oil to skin?
It is rich in vitamins A, B1, B2, D and E, as well as lecithin, protein, linoleic acid, phytosterols, pantothenic acid, beta-carotene, amino acids, essential fatty acids and mineral potassium. Antioxidants like vitamins A, D and E in avocado cause the skin to be suppler, and are thus particularly good for dry or aged skin. It also help soothing the skin; reduce itching and inflammation of the skin. It contains high Vitamin A, which would help to explain the refining & firming properties. The high contents also in sterolins, which imparts a superior moisturizing effect and able to help facilitate the softening of the skin, leaving it well hydrated hence it also supporting in healing extreme dry skin, eczema, or even psoriasis. Sterolins are also well known for rejuvenating, healing, boosting collagen production to reduce signs of aging and to reduce the incidence of age spots, help heal sun damage and scars. This also aids in healing blemishes on a person’s skin.
The oils extracted from fruits are very similar to that of our skins naturally producing oil, sebum. These oils have the ability to penetrate deep into the layers of the skin with its thin consistency, delivering abundant results! It is also thick enough to serve as a protective barrier on the skin, makes it ideal for mature skins.
Sound so awesome right?! Not only that, it....
Moisturize the Skin. When applied, avocado oil not only softens the surface of the skin but easily penetrates the upper layers. It is an extremely good moisturizing and nourishing compound, assisting in the regeneration and rejuvenation of dehydrated and undernourished skin. Avocado oil applied topically helps relieve dry and itchy skin. Once applied, avocado oil is deeply absorbed by the skin, thus making it an ideal moisturizer and skin care agent.
Increase Collagen Production naturally. Avocado oil carries vital vitamins and essential fatty acids below the surface of the skin and trials have shown that the oil could play an important part in delaying skin degeneration and slowing signs of aging. When applied, avocado oil increases the production of collagen in the skin and softening the tissue, which helps keep the skin smooth, firm, plump and decreases the effects of aging.
Treat Skin Conditions. Avocado oil is useful in the treatment of a variety of skin conditions, including acne, eczema and psoriasis.
Boost Scalp Health. In addition to helping clear scaly skin, it can also relieve itchy scalp symptoms or dandruff. Avocado oil, when regularly applied to the scalp, can stimulate hair growth.
I just started using it on my hair, gonna make it a habit to apply it on my hair daily as my hair really 'cui' now. Hope it works great on hair like what others had reviewed.
Now, what interest you most are here……………
What it did to my skin?!
Being one with oily skin type, used to be acne-prone who suffering from horrible break-outs twice before, I’m always scared with applying oils and moisturizer on my face. However, my skin is extremely dehydrated due to the use of Retin A gel for years which often cause peeling and flaky skin. Dry on the surface but is actually oily inside so I have to be really careful with the moisturizers I use as it may easily cause breakouts. I only go for moisturizer from my dermatologist who knows my skin well but those just doesn't do a great job enough. My oily yet dehydration-problem has become really annoying, since makeup clings to the dry skin surface making the flaky skin more obvious.
After using this Avocado Oil for a strict 6 months every night, I can swear the benefit of this Avocado oil.
This avocado oil not only softens the surface of the skin but penetrates extremely well the upper layers and be easily absorbed by the skin than any other moisturizer & beauty oil to hydrate my skin and calmed my skin from Retin A. It doesn’t leave my skin oily resulting clogged pores and yet it does a good job of moisturizing; really helps greatly in balancing my skin’s natural oil secretion.
Not only that, it plump up the skin, making skin feel more supple, fine lines are lessened too.
It is also the Only NATURAL moisturizer, not only it won't exacerbate acne, but it helps heal breakouts. It even clears out my pores and prevents future acne really well. The oil seems to be doing the job in breaking up the solidified sebum/dead skin cell plugs in pores, which ultimately create acne eruptions. Even if once every few months I get one acne, I don’t even apply pimple gel at night anymore. Next day I will wake up to the acne looking less red and swell, it seems to act as an anti-inflammatory. Must be its anti-bacterial properties, acne just heals much faster!
As for the pores size, I was yet to see any different as other users claimed but my pores is definitely cleaner.
Before I start using this avocado oil, my skin usually gets very oily in the morning especially on the T-zone but now everyday I wake up to skin that doesn't resemble what I went to bed with: all the oil absorbs into my skin overnight, and I woke up feeling my skin soft, supple and never oily.
I let my gfs samples it, all love it and join in my order and got a bottle of their own.
Garden of Wisdom
Parcel arrived on 25 September, just in time as my bottle was finishing soon.
'A beautiful overnight treatment.' THUMB UP
How I use Avocado Oil as an overnight beauty treatment?
Each night after masking or/and make sure to cleanse my face well; pores to be clear of dirt and gunk to maximize the benefit of the avocado oil. I will pat dry my face, leaving a little damped face and would quickly put about 20cents coin size of the oil onto the palm of my clean hand and rub the oil between my palms and press the oil all over my face all the way to neck then chest so as to lock the moisture. Then follow with facial scraping (Gua Sha) to fight the gravity that causes the aging. Half an hour later I will do facial exercise to build the facial muscle for face lifting then will apply Retin A. Using avocado oil and retin A help greatly in firming the skin. I use it on my whole body too if I don’t get too lazy.
FYI, I only apply avocado oil at night as this oil is too much for the day
It's also greasy when you apply it and it takes a while to absorb into the skin. But trust me, you will wake up to a more soft and plumped skin next day.
I'm using such a natural, chemical free product for my beauty needs and that it actually works better than other more expensive products.
So amazing that I can't even believe it.
It just works so well for my skin that I gave it all stars!!
Many of my ig follower emailed, request for the video link on the face gua sha (facial scraping) I followed from. Here the links to share with my readers here too. I combined both and do it 5-10 strokes gently on each area in an upward motion only, I did twice daily. At the same time, I also did facial exercise daily for anti-aging since I'm entering mid 30's.
Wanna combat aging in a natural way!
Hope you like this post :D