She just told me that something bad may be happened to you.
I feel so scare and start to take all precaution.
Think I will not be able to sleep well.
I start to tell myself
"Don't wait till lose it then learn to treasure it, it will be too late."
I blame myself for showing frustration on you (and to your sister too), when you refuse to wake up latch on and drink milk when is over long hours without milk.
You can sleep through at night for 6 to 7 hours without milk.
And day time can 5 hours before the next feed.
Most of the time, I try to wake you up for milk, but you are so deep in sleep that no matter what I do, you just refuse to open your mouth.
Don't you feel hungry?
All babies at your age seem to drink milk at 3hours interval.
PD also said now you should be drinking at a interval of 3 hours (about 90-120ml per feed) and can let you sleep through w/o milk if you are ready with it.
Not sure how much you are drinking per feed as you direct latch on, but sometime you just latch on for less than 5 mins so I believe you are not drinking that much.
I just worry you doesn't drink enough milk.
Now I tell myself, babies are smart, they will cry if they really need milk.

I shall slowing increase the number of pumping session and hence the number of bottlefeed of expressed breastmilk to you, as to prepare ourselve as I am getting back to work in Nov.

Really not easy being a mom,
the more kids you have, the more worries you will have.

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