Gosh! IT IS 4.15AM NOW
I spent half an hour to wash my breastpump and Aisleyne's bottles.
When come to baby stuff, I super paranoid and clean.
Haha hubby must be hating me for wasting so much water.
The day before, I only get to sleep about 2 hours.
Just now trying to coax Amabel sleep.
I get her into the room about 10pm after giving Aisleyne a sponge clean
She never fail to agitate me AGAIN and AGAIN.
Refuse to get into the room, want to watch VCD.
Holding the Barney VCD, went to the DVD player and want to play it herself (she know how to operate the DVD quite sometime ago liao).
I don't let her to and ask her to get into the room.
She refused and I carried her into,
she screamed and cried.
I scared that she will frighten her meimei with the super high pitch scream and cries.
I asked her to stop crying, no matter how I pacify her also no use, she keeps crying and crying, screaming and screaming.
I know the more I do, the more she will cry and throw tantrum.
So I chose to walk away, let her cry eventually will calm down after that.
But nope, she never.
I super angry already, I give her a big scold.
Firmly tell her that if she continues, I will lock her in the naughty corner (toilet)
She very scare of it, I put her in there afew time (with supervise of course).
Only that, she will admit her fault and sadly and softly said "Sorry Mommy" with her cries.
Hai don't know this phase is going to continue for how long.
If not very soon, I will heart attack and "ki cheah"
After I calm her down, we stay in the room,
I dim the light to make her sleep but she still very energetic .
Then I breastfeed Aisleyne,
I am just too tired and I fell asleep when I breastfeeding Aisleyne.
When I woke up, Aisleyne is still on my arm, me still in siting position and her mouth is on my breast.
And Amabel is also asleep.
Aiyo... this is not the first time cause I am just so tired.
And I know it can be quite dangerous.
Can you imagine we in that position for about 2 hours.
Ha! Super right?! haha
Will try to stay awake next time
Then I faster put her down on her bed, change her diaper.
I am still super tired, but my mind keep reminding me that I haven't wash my pump for next use.
From after the 7pm pumping session, I want to wash the pumps but never got the time to wash, so busy with the 2 kids.
Everyday I only wash my face for one time, super lazy + no time to wash.
So just brush my teeth.

I let myself continue sleep for awhile, hoping I won't sleep till morning.
My mind likes keep working, after awhile I woke up to wash my breastpump.
Now I am writing this whilst waiting for the pumps to be sterilised so I can pump milk to release the breast engorgement abit. Feel abit full now.
It is ready now, got to be the mooing cow now.
Hopefully Aisleyne won't be awake so soon for feed, if not I won't get to sleep again.
Got to bathe her later at 9am.
Wish me can get more sleep.
Tata~

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