Looking at how care free a kid is,
Their days is only to sleep, nap, eat, play, pee, shit, cry

Their cries are to ask for food, want to sleep, want to play and want our hug and pamper
without any worries.
we provided them food, pat them to sleep, bring them to play, clean their poo, give them a hug when they cry, provided them with whatever they need.

But our cries are for stress, worries, and troubles, financial, family etc

Suddenly hoping that I could turn back the time. I have been thinking about this over this period of time especially when things doesn’t goes my way. Wondering is it because of the hormone change after I got pregnant.

Why I have to worrying about all this? Why I have to trouble about all this? Why I need to be stress? Why I have to go after other decisions? Why can’t I be carefree? Why can’t I just like the past do whatever I think I am right and want?
Why no one helping me to release all these shit?
Why the god made me grows up?

I feel really regret for whatever decision I have made; my marriage, my pregnancy.
But still my child has made me feel better, bless and making it a worth.
That’s is why I am still here.

Am I complaining again?
Yes I am…
If you not happy with my lot of complaints
Please get out of here,
I never force you to read nor come back to my blog.
I believe everyone do complain also.
Don’t tell me you never.

See how carefree she is.
Don't have to wake up early to work, got someone to cook and wake her up for meals.
Sleep as and when she wants.



Really need to treasure the childhood, that is why I want to provide her, my children, a happy and healthy childhood
cause....
childhood is really short

Ok enough of it.

here the recent pic of my tummy. Aisleyne is still as active as before.
Amabel is happily talking to her reflection in the mirror


07 June 08.
Hubby decided to bring us to Motherhood fair in Expo.
Amabel fell asleep in the car when we are on the way there.

Nothing much in the fair that I can buy
In the end, just got for Amabel 2 packets of huggies diaper. Bought a box of medela bottle containers for my Medela PIS breastpump for collecting the expressed breastmilk and can use for storing breastmilk in the fridge.
There is a Sweetest Moment booth @ motherhood fair. Hubby got a free voucher which is buy 10 boxes of their full month cake will free one box and he also bought a $10 cash voucher with a free gift of kid's feeding bowl, plate and spoon. So I think he will get the full month cake from them for Aisleyne.
@ iGenius booth, the promoter asked us how old is my daughter, hubby immediately answered 18 months, I were so angry and show an attitude face to them. In firm tone saying…NO! is 21 months hor… I turned to hubby and said "You answered till very song hor, your own daughter how old you also don’t know", letting the promoter hear that also. Both of them still can joke about it in a funny way where I still very angry.
Men can be scatterbrain!

Amabel sleeps throughout until we are about to go back home.
And she got herself a free balloon in the fair, she just love balloon so much.
When she drops the balloon when we alight at the loading bay, I am thinking is already dirty so won't want to pick it up for her to play anymore. She cried and wants the balloon


Reach home laze on our bed. Rufusing to take pics with mommy.


So mommy camwhoring herself.
Don't really likes to take photo of myself cause I don't know how to pose well, can see all my face shoot pics pattern and expression almost the same though I learnt modelling before. If catwalk I still can lah but pose in cam cannot. Lol~



8 June 08,
Went to my grandparent’s house @ Jurong East to pray them.
Reached there and my parent already went back home.
Still we stay there from about 2pm to 5pm, we happily chatting with huihui and her mother.
Her mother can play very happily with Amabel and Amabel doesn't seem to reject her, she can mix around with anyone easily most of the time after warm up for afew mins.
Don't know why, I love her mom so much.
She can be jovial, funny and she really care and love huihui so much.

Then we headed to Tanjong Rhu, my grandma-in-law house to pray my grandfather-in-law.
Had our dinner there and Amabel happily playing with the kids.
She loves to have kid companions around her. She can be super crazy, active and energetic when come to playing. And the kids love her so much too.



Then we faster went to Centrepoint's Robinson @ 7.30pm.
Want to get shower gel and shampoo for Amabel and hoping to get something for Aisleyne too.
Bought alot of things in just 2 hours.
Topped up lot of baby wipes, Shower gel, shampoo and lotion, nappy liner, baby liquid and powder detergent for clothes, milk bottles, new mattress sheet for Aisleyne's bed, and Lactacyd bathing cleanser for Aisleyne. And also a Toy car and a Thomas and friend VCD for for Amabel. She likes it so hubby bought for her.
So funny, Amabel saw a Thomas and Friends's outfit and she actually ran to me and pulled me over to see it; she actually lost her way to the place where the outfit hang. She pull my hands to walk round every row to look for it. Haha so funny!! Finally she found it but is too big for her so I didn't buy for her.
Then I went to Cold storage to get some vegetables for Amabel's meals too.
Really tired, got home, clean up Amabel, make her sleep then I shower and get to bed.

That's all for now, lunch time is over.
got to start working again.
But want to make a call to huihui first, today she is having her gynae visit again, if baby is not gaining weight, she may need to induce and give birth today.
Hope everything is fine and went smoothly for her.

Fast and smooth delivery will be a best wishes for her and of course born a cute and healthy baby Jaerio.

Will be back soon for post

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