Were in SGH on Friday night.
Everyone were so sad and cried over our grandma condition.
Everyone were taking turn to take care of her everydays including hubby who only get afew hours of sleep.
Looking every moment at her, cleaning her, talking to her.
She's bless that everyone including her godson and god daughter were loving her and filial.
I feel so heartwrenching to see her with so many tubes, I controlled my tears cause I know I shouldn't, I believe she will make it through.
Cause she's such a miracle person.
Even if you cannot pull through this critical, I believed that's because god got special arrangement for her.
We got to bring along Amabel cause don't want the maid to handle two.

piang... just type afew sentences only. Aisleyne is up looking at me now.
*rolling eyes*
Think she is being disturbed by my pump machine's noise and the night light
have to go pat her first before I continue this
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*back*
with steamed buns on my hand.
I'm alway up at this weird timing eating food.
But nevermind...I'm skinny

argh... don't know how to continue from the first few sentences
anyway, we wanted to have our dinner there
end up only me eating.
Hubby wants to buy food to eat, but our big princess clinging to him, wanted him to continue carrying her, refused to sit down to wait for him.
haha she scare her dad suddenly disappear.

I wanted to help carry Amabel, so he can buy his food.
but Amabel resisted
afraid that she may start screaming and spoil my eating mood
I give in this moment.
So hubby got to bear the hunger.
I very relax eating my kuay cham at the same time happily 'um cio'
Once i finished my meal, I got the power to deal with this little rascal
but hubby said he don't have the mood to eat liao.
haa... so he only went to buy some fruit.
Of course Amabel refused to let me carry, but still managed
I carried her out of the kopitiam immediately with her crying and screaming.

I firmly told her "Daddy is hungry, need to go buy some food. If he carrying you, how is he going to take the food right"
She just kept crying and screaming, wanted to get down and find him.
I keep repeating it, hoping that she get the message.
but she continues crying terribly and louder.
She tried harder, hoping that I will give in if she cry super loud
but I didn't
So I got to resort in telling her firmly " If you continue to cry, I will bring you go home now!"
She cried even louder when she heard that.
I repeated that once again with much firm and clearer tone
She get agitated and crying louder and louder, hoping that I will give in if she tried harder
"Ok... now we go home, and you need to go to the quiet corner"
and immediately I carried her walking toward the way to taxi-stand
She struggling with anger, i believed
and crying saying "No! No! Mommy please...."
"then you stop crying and keep quiet" I said while I continue walking toward the taxi-stand
Nope, she didn't stop
that's my stubbon girl
She just keep crying, begging me
"I said you stop crying and I will bring to back to find daddy"
Still she keeps crying and struggling to get away.
But I 'm very strong and her strength is very power too.
She still didn't get the message clear that I just want her to stop crying and keep quiet or she just hoping I will give in rather than she surrender.
give in?? NOPE no way. I 'm way more stubborn and headstrong than her
I keep continue walking toward the taxi-stand saying "I said stop crying and keep quiet now"
...when we is about to reach the end,
then she knew that there is no way that she can win her mom
and
after I finished again the sentence angrily "I said stop crying and keep quiet now"

IMMEDIATELY she STOP CRYING
not even a single sound and breathing I could hear.

haha she LOSE the WAR

but of course immediately I hug and kiss her
praising her "That's my good girl"
and immediately we U-turn back.
saying "You're now good girl, I bring you back to look for daddy."
She nobbed her head.
I added, asking her to said sorry to me
"Sorry Mommy!" she said in a very soft tone.
then at the same time I explaining to her about the incident just now,
explaining to her why I need to carry her and let daddy go buy food
"Daddy is hungry! If daddy carrying you, how is he going to buy food right. He cannot use his hand to hold the food tray right."
She listened quietly and giving me a :( face
When we reach the kopitiam, daddy is still in the long queue.
I put her on the chair, with still a firm look.
Hoping she won't start to return back to the usual self
She still look very scare, looking at my fearful eyes
And she really soooo well behave throughout.
Daddy came back with a bag of fruit and giving her a smile.
:)

Don't give in to her and praise her immediately when she behave well . That's what I learn from the special educator.
Alot more to update. Will do it later part when I have more time

These two days, hubby was somehow in a better mood after seeing the skin dermatologist.
At least her eczemas are well controlled and of course the blemish problem that cause by the eczemas is minimised too.
He keeps telling me, his skin get better hence he's more cheery and happy now.
"You see these two days, I treat you so good, giving in to you everytime."
*faint*
got meh?!?
And he keeps looking at my face complexion.
"Wow swee.... your complexion very good leh. Last time your complexion not so good one"
I added "Where got good? I got alot of clog (whitehead) and pit holes on my cheek leh, somemore very deep inside one. Dr Joyce Lim said will take very long time to heal by applying medication which I'm not continue now due to breastfeeding if not faster and better way will be doing procedure"
then he added again "Ok lah... your complexion is consider very good liao. You see... no makeup, complexion still look so good and pretty. Really worth to see skin dermatologist rather than salon. But your dermatologist are too expensive liao. Only indonesian can afford"
*bird talk*
I were telling him if Amabel grow up can be a good and famous dermatologist... lagi best. So she can help me to maintain young and good skin *grin*
And she must be a good and professional one helping people to solve their skin problems but not just to earn people's money.

Haha I also told him proudly that I'm still attractive so he must be careful. My research volunteers told my colleagues that they were sad when I go on leave during their stay-in period. Cause they cannot get to see me. *smile silly*

Wow.... 5.22am liao.
Jialat! afew hours more to sleep only.

Got to stop here and caught some sleep.

Not forgetting to pray for my grandma-in-law to recover speedy before sleep

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