Email: e_ling05@hotmail.com
Our Lil Princess:
Amabel Loh
Birthday:
21 August 2006
Place of Birth:
Thomson Medical Centre, Singapore
Delivery Method:
Natural Delivery without Epidural
Borned in Gestation age:
38weeks 3days
Weight at Birth:
3.005kg
Length at Birth:
47cm
Breastfeed:
14 months
Our 2nd Lil Princess:
Aisleyne Loh
Birthday:
15 August 2008
Place of Birth:
Thomson Medical Centre, Singapore
Delivery Method:
Natural Delivery without Epidural
Borned in Gestation age:
39weeks 2days
Weight at Birth:
3.010kg
Length at Birth:
48cm
Breastfeed:
3 years+
title: date: Sunday, April 06, 2008 time : 9:27 AM
I really don't understand why this world will let me feel so sad and miserable.
I don't care who is reading my blog.
I feel that I am already not myself. This is the only time, I can't make and follow the decision my own. The usual me should be running to buy bulk of diapers and throw at that petty women. But I can't, thought of many outcomes. Hubby asks me to be more understanding but I don't believe in post-natal depression, I only believe in mentally disorder. What if really she got it? I don't give a damn. She is causing a problem, disruption to my life and my kid safety. People may think that she is joking, but I feel she can said out that, mean it is a concern to her, is not a joke. Anyway, I decided to let go of it though I don't really feel like. I am giving them a chance. If it happened again and I really find that this world is just too realistic. I will just bring my kids and leave them. I am unhappy, I will choose to leave. Happiness is mine, is in my hand. I choose it and I will answer for it. I know my kid will understand too.
If anything happened to my precious, I will make them double repay it.
Anger is one of the Strong mind disease that we must look into it...if we let uncontrol, we can easily from a good human to become a Devil within seconds.. Most of the fights, murder are also the cause of anger... Mara (Evil) likes to use this element to destory oneslef and to attack your love ones.... how to encounter it?...MIndfulness at all time....or when one started to grow anger, do Chanting and think of Buddha will certainly help one to cool down......
so Don let Angry control you and you control anger instead...
Just to share:
"Do not speak, unless it can improve on silence".
Speech is something that we can't control and caused us to commit lots of sins and problem..
control our mind with speech.
small daharma reminder from a forum lately: " What we have now is what we did on previous life, what we do now is for the next life" a simple sentence, you may heard before, but is good to be reminder for us can be cautions on what we going to do!.
Anger is one of the Strong mind disease that we must look into it...if we let uncontrol, we can easily from a good human to become a Devil within seconds.. Most of the fights, murder are also the cause of anger... Mara (Evil) likes to use this element to destory oneslef and to attack your love ones.... how to encounter it?...MIndfulness at all time....or when one started to grow anger, do Chanting and think of Buddha will certainly help one to cool down......
so Don let Angry control you and you control anger instead...
Just to share:
"Do not speak, unless it can improve on silence".
Speech is something that we can't control and caused us to commit lots of sins and problem..
control our mind with speech.
small daharma reminder from a forum lately: " What we have now is what we did on previous life, what we do now is for the next life" a simple sentence, you may heard before, but is good to be reminder for us can be cautions on what we going to do!.
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Anger is one of the Strong mind disease that we must look into it...if we let uncontrol, we can easily from a good human to become a Devil within seconds..
Most of the fights, murder are also the cause of anger...
Mara (Evil) likes to use this element to destory oneslef and to attack your love ones....
how to encounter it?...MIndfulness at all time....or when one started to grow anger, do Chanting and think of Buddha will certainly help one to cool down......
so Don let Angry control you and you control anger instead...
Just to share:
"Do not speak, unless it can improve on silence".
Speech is something that we can't control and caused us to commit lots of sins and problem..
control our mind with speech.
small daharma reminder from a forum lately:
" What we have now is what we did on previous life, what we do now is for the next life"
a simple sentence, you may heard before, but is good to be reminder for us can be cautions on what we going to do!.