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date: Saturday, February 23, 2008
time : 3:13 AM
Going to blog on this but I couldn't published the following posts until now.
I cannot wait any longer.... here are the evidence
17 Dec 07
Wanted to share this piece of news when I found out that I was tested positive, but held back because grandmother-in-law say I shouldn’t reveal the news to anyone (as this period will be the crucial part and high chance of miscarriage). But I already broke the news to her.
27 Dec 07
I am willing to welcome the changes that my body is experiencing everyday. But the most unbearable part is to experience the nausea and vomiting of "morning sickness" and feeling extremely tired and breathless all time. I could feel that something is stuck at the gastric 24/7, making me wanna puke. Whether I am having full meal or frequent light meal, it just doesn’t help at all.
It’s so miserable.
28 Dec 07
How long I can keep this secret I really don't know. It seems that someone (Huihui and MQ, anymore?) are already guessing and suspecting. Not that I don't wish to break the news to them but I were told not to. But think sooner they will know as Dr Caroline is the gynae of MQ and Hui too. Hope this secret will keep in the dark till the day I am given the greenlight. Haven’t visit the gynae to confirm the pregnancy, cos Dr Caroline appointment is fully booked till 31 Dec then can get to see her. Still cannot 100% confirm I am preggies now, but tested with the kit twice at home and missed the menses and also suffering morning sickness, eh should be whole day sickness. So should be hor.
31 Dec 07 (est 6 weeks 2 days)
Finally wait till the day to visit Dr Khi.
It is true! The test kit is accurate! Dr Caroline said Clearblue test kit is a reliable and quite accurate kit. Ha!
According to the scan, I'm about 6 weeks 2 days pregnant. EDD might be 23 Aug 08. Wah! Very near to Amabel’s date of birth. The fetus is about 0.54cm. We couldn't see the feature and body part of the fetus except the heartbeat. Dr Khi joked that this first visit I never ask her any question, cause I am a pro and experience mom now. As I have just stop breastfeed Amabel a few months ago and I have breastfeed her for 1 year, she given me calcium and iron supplement earlier.
And I asked Dr Khi whether she reveal the news to MQ since she came for follow up visit in the morning. She smiles with the replied:” I cannot reveal patient detail to anyone.” I smile back.
I weighted 42.1kg in the clinic.
7 Jan 08
This pregnancy is different and intolerable. My life is so miserable now. I feel so tired everyday despite long hours of sleep and multiple of naps. Not that I am sleepy but too sick and tired till I need some rest and naps. I took naps whenever I can in the office. I just couldn’t get myself to be energetic like the past. I am a sick person throughout the day.
sickening
I am breathless.
MS Go away pls.
13 Jan 08
I think this pregnancy I may gain lot of weight, my life now is eating finish immediately sleep or nap. Damn tired. I really feel so sorry to Amabel and Hubby. I must have neglected them a lot and it often affects my emotional. I feel moody sometime because of the nausea, sickness. I don't feel like talking to anyone. Everytime I board his car when he came fetch me, first thing I said to him is, don't talk or ask me anything, I am very sick and may vomit anytime.
Sometime look at her face, made me guilty and sorry to my princess, I don't have the energy to carry her for long. Don't have much energy to play with her but I do try to. But I still insist to take care her at night, accompany her till she sleep, feeding her last milk feed.
Not going to let helper take over this job.
I am still a good mommy right?
So far I haven’t puke before, I must control, hate the feeling of vomiting and the taste of the gastric acid. Yucky!
Hubby bought me pao sheng (ginseng), grinded into a bottle of powder for me to consume everyday just like last pregnancy. Paosheng have increased it price to double.
Salary no increase, other thing keep increasing. sigh!
16 Jan 08
My temper is getting from bad to worst; get irritated over lil thing and both of them will get the scolding from me.
Poor Amabel get scolded by me again. She keeps making a lot of noise and screaming. Can't blame her though cause she is still young, this is the way they express what they want and feel.
26 Jan 08 (10 weeks 2days)
Dr Khi said that baby EDD have been changed to 21 Aug 08 which is on Amabel’s birth date. But I think won't be so zhun deliver on that day lah. Hee~
My weight measured 41.8kg in the clinic? Cannot be leh, I have been eating well mah. But at least baby still grow well.
28 Jan 08
Feeling really emotional these day, got angry over small things, scolding everyone around me and unhappy with lot of things. Poor Amabel must be wondering what had happened to her mommy
What’s wrong with me? But I just need an extra hand to help me and concern about me.
3 Feb 08
I am not going to explain and talk about the unhappy incident and it is not necessary for you to know. So please don’t ask.
16 Feb 08 (13 week 2 day)
Went for the OSCAR test (Down Syndrome - measurement of Neck-fold thickness),early in the morning with Amabel and maid. It costed me $420.50.
Baby is now 7.02cm. The sonographer laugh and said that baby is so active and cute in actions
When the doctor was measuring baby neck thickness, think baby fell asleep. She wants me to cough to make baby move abit so she can measure the neck thickness. So cute seeing baby floating and tossing about and sucking the thumb!
Then I proceeded for the blood test.
Follow by gynae visit at 10.30am. Dr Khi said baby very active and everything is fine.
Paid for a lot of supplement (DHA, multivitamin, calcium) and medicine (antibiotic, runny nose)
I weighted 42.9kg in the clinic
Looking at the mirror. Hai… lot of tiny pimples on my face. And of cos acne which goes off and follow by another. Sian… look damn ugly.
19 Feb 08
The whole day sickness is getting very much better but early in the morning, I just couldn’t control, puke out gastric juice. Yucky!
21 Feb 06 (Today 14 weeks 0 days)
Went to get an MC from Dr Khi and she did a scan for me, the baby is now 7.88cm. Baby is very active. She scans and suddenly told me she saw something. But after that she try to see again, cannot see it anymore.
Should be the cord lah. Lol~
She also explain the OSCAR scan result to me. The results of the blood test and OSCAR test is fine.
The Oscar test result shown (as of 16 Feb 08):
Crown rump length (CRL) - 70.2 mm
Nuchal translucency - 1.8 mm
Maternal age-related risk for Trisomy 21 - 1 : 884
Adjusted risk for Trisomy 21 - 1 : 17655
Maternal age related risk for Trisomy 13/18 - 1 : 1669
Adjusted risk for Trisomy 13/18 - 1 : 33367
** A risk cut-off of > or = 1 : 300 is used to determne a pregnancy at high risk of Trisomy 21.
My waist already grew from 24 to 28.5 inches.
That's is all for the pregnancy update. bleah
He is out to MQ's house for MJ again. As usual, he forced me to go with him, said can be back by 12 plus but i strongly rejected. He thought I crazy ah, always give in and bring Amabel there to sleep till next day morning until whole body aching whilst he play his MJ.
He promised to be back by 12 plus and will tabao Nasi Lemak for me if I still not yet sleep.
I sms him:"What time you will be back" at 11 plus
He replied:" Around 2am"
Idiot.... he expect me to wait till 2am for his Lesi Lemak? And he already break his promise. Luckily I never follow.
I replied:"Said one thing, do one thing. F**K*R"
And now is already 3.05am and he is not back yet.
Step my tail again, your days won't be better
So tired...
Time to sleep now
Labels: 1st Trimester, Pregnancy
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2 Comment(s):
congratulation!!!
Thanks Charlotte!