Totally no mood!

I feel so sad, my heart is aching since I heard the news, my mind kept thinking how is he doing over there, in a scary place where he can't see the light. In a totally different environment, being so helpless. I can feel his sadness, being so aimless right now. He must be.. How are you my dear friend? What can we do to help you? *tears rolling*

He left Singapore in April, telling us he is going Europe for a trip. I still thought he went there for work assignment but nope hus said that he actually went there to look for his girlfriend who he is fond with and is working in Europe for a year. Before he left, we met and he promised that he wants to help us move house after he is back but then no news from him anymore. Hus thought he is back but maybe too busy. Hus tried calling him a few times for a chat and ask him for a mahjong but just couldn't get hold of him. Until today evening after our work, his mom rang hus, they had a long chat over the phone but I not very sure what the conversation about as I am busy packing our stuff which are still at my parents' house, I only heard hus saying don't know what in India, then don't know what in prison, being setup something like that. Then I asked hus who is he chatting with and what is happening. He told me about this bad news of him. No one know how come he ended up in India and somemore being imprison over there. He wrote a few letters to his mom over this few months of suffering in India. He didn't mentioned how come he was ended up in India's prison but just saying that he was being setup and need help. His mom even told hus that in his letter, he mentioned about us, he apologized that he didn't able to help us to move house. He told his mom how cute our two daughters are, and still told her about a pretty lady called "Apple" which is me. Weren't this sound like he was trying to said out words that he may never able to say again. Oh dear bro! I just feel like hugging you now (though we are not that close). You must be feeling so hopeless now.

His mom had approached minister for help, a lawyer was sent over but it had been sometime still no news. His mom want to fly over to India but the minister discouraged as it is very messy and dangerous over there. Now we can only wait for good news. Hus is worrying that he may be being made use by other to do illegal case like transporting drugs or whatever. Hus knew him well since he knew him in poly, he is such a good person, too stupid and trust people easily hence often being made use or set up by friends or other people. If that is the case, who know whether he will be imprison for entire life or not or even unable to survive.

Oh his words really made feel the worst. I holding on to my buddha bracelet, praying that he will be fine soon, able to set free and safely send back to Singapore.

Everyone is waiting for you over here. Hang in there!