Mom came over just now to help me out with my kids so I can concentrate doing housework and have a early rest. Must be hubby called mom to come over as he needs to work nightshift tonight. Was washing milk bottles just now, were thinking why am I still scare of letting my maid come back since everyone is assuring that she had fully recovered, its already 3 weeks, why am I still worrying so much, making myself so busy and exhausted. I miss watching TV, sitting down seeing and playing with the girls. Suddenly I missed Shin Na so much. She often comes to my mind.

Syhe will alway be remembered!! by everyone who know her or read about her. Everytime I think of her, I am reminded of how I should treasure the moments I have with my loved ones. And making me feel that my sacrifices is all worth. Her words remain an inspiration for me. She's just too special!

I remembered something like this which she said in the documentary about her. "after i suffered from breast cancer, i realised that watching my kids play is so much enjoyable than watching the TV programmes". Do you think that you have neglect your kids now?! Human always like to wait till something bad happen, then realise to treasure the peoples and things around them. I want to treasure every moment with my kids, I wanna give them the best and accompany them as much as possible.

Loving them!

Now already 2.30am, yah I'm unable to sleep early again, cause just awhile ago, when I was hugging Aisleyne, i felt her body is abit hot. Quickly measure her temperature, it was 38 degree. :(

Quickly get her the paracetomol and sponge clean her.

Now I'm super sleepy. I shall sleep now, had to wake up later to check on Aisleyne again. Still have to bring Amabel for her "I Can Read" lesson early in the morning.

Night!


I'm counting my blessing with my 2 lovely girls



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