Am pumping milk now!
Again.
Tired but I want to gave my kids the best
So I got to preserve.
Alot of restriction too, at time really feel like giving up
esp when so many ppls around me ask me to.
I shouldn't be affected by them.
I know.
They said I skinny; my baby can not get much nutrient from my milk.
that's why my baby are petite size.
This is what they think?
But I eat more than 3 meals,
I eat supplement,
I drink breastfeeding milk
So why my milk no nutrient??????
Just because I'm skinny!?
I doubt so.
Just because of this, I were to give up?

I tried to eat as much as I could.
Trying to get some fat, but no matter how, I'm still that skinny.
Look tired, as I didn't get enough sleep even weekend.
I know especially my close friends, cousin and colleague who really 心疼我 for being so tired.
I really thankful for their concerns
Unlike some ppls who like giving negative comment like my baby never get good nutrient from my milk.
Bleah bleah bleah...

I won't, till Aisleyne self weaned herself from my breasts.
At least, I still want the special bonding.

I feel that this special bonding is important.
esp I'm a working mom where I don't get much quality time with my kids.
Since I'm not going to have another baby,
I can breastfeed Aisleyne even longer.

Now Aisleyene see me, she clings and cry for me to carry.
Once I carry her, she happy and smiles.
I like this feeling which I don't get from Amabel now.

This naughty Amabel always make me angry.
跟我唱反调。
But after awhile, she cheer me up with her funny actions and thing that she said.
I gave her drink my milk that day,
She PUKED
But she still finished,
scare I scold her.
I asked her nice or not, she said NICE.
Haha

These two days, Aisleyne very cheery, laugh a lot.
Very very playful,
Love both my kids so much.

Got to pack and go now.
Miss my kids.