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title: Insomnia
date: Wednesday, July 02, 2008 time : 8:25 AM A quick one before I start work. I didn’t sleep well today cause, yesterday night, I discovered that my fridge malfunction, the temperature increased to 20 degree. Damn! But lucky the freezer compartment is still working so all Amabel’s meat and stocks still can be store for use. I faster transferred all Amabel’s yogurt, fish oil supplement and my birdnest etc into my 2 Fridge-to-go (last time use to transport my breastmilk) first and remain kept in the fridge. So the fridge-to-go’s temperature can remain chill longer rather than change to room temperature. But it still caused me to have insomnia. 2am woke up to see the fridge temperature again, trying my lucky hoping to see my fridge temperature back to normal. Argh…. But it never! Back to bed… Couldn’t get to sleep, tossing here and there, my brain keep working, thinking… If all the vegetables turn bad, then Amabel is gonna eat what for meals? If the fridge cannot get repair faster, how am I going to stock up her vegetables for her daily meals? If need to buy another new fridge, also need to wait for another few days for delivery. That means no vegetable for my girl also. Thinking why hubby still can get to sleep but I can’t. Why he don’t have to worry about all the above, but I will. Argh…. I keep thinking all these, then asking myself, how I shall arrange so Amabel still got food to eat. Can only give her those vegetables that don’t require chilling, like potato and sweet potatoes. Luckily I still got stocks and meats that can be use to cook macaroni etc for her. If not today, surely no food for Amabel. And I feel my whole body so uncomfortable and feeling very hot though I on the air-con. I don’t know I stay awake for how long, and I just fell asleep suddenly. Morning woke up; first thing I do, is to go to kitchen and open the fridge, checking the vegetables in the fridge and see those stuff in the fridge-to-go is it still very chill. One of the fridge-to-go stuffs in that is still kept chill but the other one is not so cold already. So my birdnest and Amabel’s fish oil supplement turn stale and I threw it away. The vegetable still look fresh and I kept half of those vegetable remain in the fridge for Amabel today meal and only one yogurt for Amabel’s breakfast, the rest I asked the maid to bring to my in law house this morning before I left for work for them to cook and eat. Argh…. I never can’t get to sleep. But this fridge makes me insomnia. Perhaps I worried so much that my girl would have no food to eat. Hubby going to call technician to come repair. Still don’t know whether the fridge can get repair, and how soon can have the fridge for use again. Shall see how and arrange again especially Amabel’s meals. Looking at her, cheer up my day! Labels: My Food 2 Comments:
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2 Comment(s):
calm down. do not get yourself into a state!!! sit down and just calm down and think sensibly - even if your daughter don't have 'home-cooked' vegetable food for a few days is NOT the end of the world.
you must slowly let her adapt food in the outside world, that way you can build up her inmune system slowly. this is important as what happen if one day you need to travel and cooking for her is not an option? i agree with you that a child must eat heathily, but at the same time, we must not bound them out so tightly that they do not have inmune to any bateria etc.
you are good mother. calm down.
Anonymous,
Yah i agreed that it is definitely not end of the world if no home cook food for her but just that I am not comfortable to let her have so many meals with outside food. One meal with outside food per day is ok but definietly not going to be more than that until she is much bigger. Will still try to give her homecook food if possible.